rant fest 2009.

I thought my apathetic state had a lot to do with being in my final year of University, well apparently I couldn't be more wrong.

Maybe it is the lack of work
or the weather

but I've reached that state where I am just done with a lot of people. I said to kc, "I have nothing left to give" and she made a VERY valid point, "maybe it is them that have nothing left to offer you"

and you know what? I've never once thought of it like that but it makes a lot of fucking sense.

Not caring about most things / people is not a fun state to be in nor is it exactly a choice. people wear you down to this state, me the ultimate optimistic realist is letting her pessimistic side shine through.

hibernation is being contemplated but apparently that makes you an 80 year old woman. moving to Toronto a month earlier than previously planned has also been contemplated a great deal however there are a few things would be able to keep me here.

sometimes friendships are even harder than relationships.


.....

AC on saturday is going to be awesome.
good music
good friends
and i get to see one of the few who keeps me sane.