i ain't no bohemian.

I really do not enjoy this time of year, the constant rain, mass amounts of school work, weird sleep patterns, the absolute lack of desire to get anything done, being in the library daily. Le sigh. I’ve also stopped wearing makeup as being in a perma migraine state due to the lovely weather sucks hard.

- I want an imac so bad, apple has always treated me quite well and the one I just priced was a lot cheaper then I thought it would be and that was still without the student discount!
- This sparkling pomegranate juice that I am currently drinking is wonderful.
- The past few shows that Bloc Party have played had wicked setlists so I am really hoping that Sara and I get a decent on Saturday when we see them.
- Selection Sunday is SO soon and I’m SO stoked.
- Telus fucked up my phone bill but really that was to be expected.
- There is an attractive WHITE male in the library with a radiohead shirt on. I’m thinking that there is a good chance he doesn’t go here because those two things (white and radiohead) cannot be used to describe 99.9% of the males that attend this stupid school. There is probably a good chance he saw me staring at him but hey its not my fault he is a anomaly.
- I think people are starting to notice me dancing while typing this. OH WELL!

I realized how much my entry yesterday lacked making any sense, that’s what happens when you write with an insane migraine and using blogging as a way to try and fall asleep. I think the message that I was trying to convey was that I do not understand why some people do some of the things they do. We claim to be “friends” and if this is true do we not want what is best for our friends? Why do we feel the need to keep some people just for ourselves? And sabotage others opinions of them for our own gain? I really do not understand this rationale what so ever. Many a times we hear both sides of a story from a mutual friend and who are we to divulge the information to the other party that was told to us in confidence? I really feel like someone who I enjoyed is “testing” me. No contact has made by the other party and I do not understand what the purpose of this is. I mean I understand that we are ALL busy with school and life but a text hello now and again is not a big issue but as busy as I / a few of my close friends are we still manage to speak DAILY. The sad part about this person is that what everyone told me about them which I was very hesitant to believe was proved to be true and by their own doing. They crossed the line and overstepped their boundaries when it came to being loyal to another mutual friend (sidenote this is NOT about a male haha). It genuinely upsets me to see what their selfish and self absorbed ways have done to someone I enjoy so so much. It is going to be interesting to see how this plays out.